Tuesday, December 18, 2007

I Have Never

I have never tasted your lips on mine
I have never felt your heart beat, beat on my cheek
I have never told you that I will be there through thick and thin
I have never held you in my arms
I have never kissed you just because
I have never missed you to the point of heartache
I have never laughed with you
I have never cried with you
I have never smiled so much that my cheeks hurt, when you walked through the door
I have never told you that I love you
But I would like to

Violence And Terror

Violence and terror
Let’s mix it up
You see yourself as the best
Well people see you as the worst
You think your tuff
But your not
If you knew if you only knew
Your world would fall apart
There’s a secret that lies deep within me
If you ever knew
You would become weak
And fall apart
But you would get back up
And bully me all over again
This time harder
Because someone you hate
Has defeated you
I didn’t choose to defeat you
It was just a simple state of mind
To send you some sort of message
Saying you’re not better than any of us
Blood and anger
Let’s mix it up
If you want to hurt me
Go ahead no ones stopping you
No one told you not to drive
Your strong fist with such force
Into my weakened stomach

The Beginning Of The End

The old clock on the wall no longer tells time
The light bulb to your flashlight has gone out
The old lighthouse's light doesn't shine bright
The light bulb to your flashlight has gone out
The moon doesn't fight
Its way out (from) behind the thick clouds
The sun doesn’t glisten on the stilled water
The music doesn’t play anymore
The voice in your head is silent
Silence is the only thing you can hear
Silence becomes the world
Knowing it will kill
Knowing it may save lives
Either way
Silence becomes the nights
Silence becomes the days
The sirens in the distance
Become faint
No longer coming to get you
What will become of this?
When your light goes out
The secret life that you’re after
Is nothing
This is the beginning of the end
Welcome to the world of silence

He Won't Be Your Killer

The streets are empty
As I walk for miles
Upon there
Broken surface
Dew falling
Softly
Not a care in the world
Your hand in mine
Guiding me somewhere
Somewhere you think is beautiful
Its nearly twilight
Still you hold on to me
Not letting go
You whisper soft
Kind words of love
In my ear
Fear of separation
Fills my body
My heart is now yours
Please don’t take him away from me
For our love is strong
There is no need to take his life
For your stupid operation
I will not let go
Nor will he
You are blind to love
And you steal souls
Please find someone else
To kill for you

Empty Pages

Sitting here
Page empty
That’s your fault
I can’t think nor sleep
Nor write
I don’t want you
To leave
But you left anyways
Broken dreams
Shattered
You said it was your way
To show you were stronger
Your big blue eyes
Map out in my head
The pen doesn’t move
The
Occasional drops of ink
Fall
In perfect circles
On the empty page
That I blame you for
My body craves for your voice
Your touch
Your laugh
Your tears
That I softly kiss away
Perhaps you will forget me
You told me you never would
I didn’t believe you
But I wish I could

Love, Passion and Lighting Bolts

Don’t let him go
The determination in his touch
Shows eternal love
The sun appears
Pushing the fog away
His voice never lacks a thing
The fading glow of existence
Flashes in front of your tired eyes
The moonlight is forbidden
The sweet taste of your lips on mine
Its taste is defining
It impacts slowly and deeply
The exit is open but he doesn’t take it
The feeling of his body full of life
In the room with me makes my head spin
I open my eyes
To find yours
Staring into mine with love and passion
The pleasure of the feeling
Overflows my body
Like a lighting bolt of happiness
It wasn’t just a kiss
It was your lips on mine
It’s that moment that means the most
It’s that moment where you assure me you’re here to stay
With just one single kiss
Don’t let him go
The determination in his touch
Shows eternal love

The Figure In The Hallways

She was nothing
But a figure in the hallways
No where to be
No where she would be expected
She smiled at him every day
But he never saw her
He didn’t even know
She was in all of his classes
She went to school
Then home

Wrote the most beautiful poetry
About this guy she smiled at everyday
How he always seemed to look over or through her
How beautiful she thought he was
How when he walked into a room
The whole room would light up in his presence
When he laughed
It always made someone else laugh
His eyes full of life
Full of curiosity
He never missed a day of school
Was always there for his friends
She never seemed upset
When he didn’t see her
She wasn’t mad at him
She knew she was invisible
She knew she wasn’t cool like him
Nor had the amount of friends he did
She still smiled to him each day

Graduation came
She knew she would never see him again
She would miss his face
In the hallways always smiling
As she stood up on the platform
To except her scroll
She smiled
Walked off the stage
And never looked back

She was soon to be off to college
She got into Harvard, Berkley, Stanford, Yale and Princeton
But she choose to go to a small writing school in Maine
She published her book of poetry about this guy she always smiled at
It sold out the second day of being on the shelves all over the world
She kept it anonymous
People wanted so badly to know who she was
People sent letters
People made videos
Hoping that they could meet her
One day
For she was there inspiration
There idol
They saw her poetry
Really they were seeing her
For once in her life
She felt like people saw her
For who she was
And not for what she wasn’t
People wanted to know
Who she was writing about
Who this man was that she talked about
So beautifully
In every one of her poems
But she wouldn’t tell nor come out and tell them whom she was
For she didn’t want to change the image of whom he was in her mind
She was afraid that if she said it was him
She wouldn’t remember him as the man she saw in the hallways
Each day
Smiling

She wrote the most beautiful poetry
About this guy she smiled at everyday
How he always seemed to look over or through her
How beautiful she thought he was
She was nothing
But a figure in the hallways
No where to be
No where she would be expected
She still smiled to him each and every day